I look for the doctor's phone number ~ then I put it away.
I pick up the phone to call ~ then walk away.
I look for updates online ~ but I'm scared as I click the mouse.
We are over 5 weeks in waiting on results from Zachary's biopsy. They told us it would take 4-6 weeks to learn if he has Lowe's Syndrome so i knew we'd be waiting a while. But 5 1/2 weeks in I can't decide if I want to call and bug them for answers, or if I even want to not know the results. It's a weird feeling and we've been here before, wondering about tests. But this one feels different. I don't know why.
Waiting, praying, keeping myself busy and distracted.
My eyes are ever on the Lord,